mands
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Hello. im mands and totally new to all this and ill admit im scared.
my hubby was in the raf 5 years ago, he passed his training and was half way thru his trade training when he decided to leave. he loved it but he couldnt get that bad feeling out of him, it just felt wrong for him he said...i still remember the 2hour phonecalls now.
i think ive always known he would regret that decision one day, and its finally come.
The thing is the first time he went in, he was a young lad,he's now 33 so in his words 'this is the last chance he can really make ago of it'
I know this is what he wants and ive said ill support him whatever he decides to do but im so scared of the changes its going to bring especially because we have a little girl, 2 and ahalf .
he's applied and has been told he could be in halton as soon as 2 months, its so quick. i know in the long run its going to be good for us but i just can't help feeling scared...(i seem to be saying that alot)
i think i just need some reassurement...its going into the unknown i think what scares me the most and knowing im not going t see him all the time...
we've been together 11years and married 2...
anyways thanx for listening
mands :o)
my hubby was in the raf 5 years ago, he passed his training and was half way thru his trade training when he decided to leave. he loved it but he couldnt get that bad feeling out of him, it just felt wrong for him he said...i still remember the 2hour phonecalls now.
i think ive always known he would regret that decision one day, and its finally come.
The thing is the first time he went in, he was a young lad,he's now 33 so in his words 'this is the last chance he can really make ago of it'
I know this is what he wants and ive said ill support him whatever he decides to do but im so scared of the changes its going to bring especially because we have a little girl, 2 and ahalf .
he's applied and has been told he could be in halton as soon as 2 months, its so quick. i know in the long run its going to be good for us but i just can't help feeling scared...(i seem to be saying that alot)
i think i just need some reassurement...its going into the unknown i think what scares me the most and knowing im not going t see him all the time...
we've been together 11years and married 2...
anyways thanx for listening
mands :o)