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PrincessTinkerbell
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Hey girls,
So like i filled everyone in me and james stopped talking last monday as i found out he had been telling other girls that he was single GRR.

So he was awa all last week with his b1 course down in weymouth, we spoke some on monday night wen he got there he waas being well sweet trying to make a effort but I just could not stop being a bitch to him. So tuesday he hardley spoke to me and I thought I would appoligise by sending him a few "videos" got the responce i wanted :) and he said arghh baby so ur tlking to me now and I jokeinly text back saying No im not lol....And he took it as if i was being serious. So anyway we didnt speak for the rest of tuesday and wednesday he finally rang me on thursday-think he was getting pissed off with the amount of missed calls i gave him. We had a bit of a chat and many tears from me I asked if he loved me and he said he didnt know-I said do you want to be with me? he said he didnt know. So thats how we left it as he was returning back to camp on Friday, I asked him if he could collect his stuff from me he said yes but not from guard room from me a fe texts were send and recived through both of us and in the end I thought it was best if I turned my phone off and see if he got in touch with me- he did 5 missed calls and 6 messages asking where i was, I didnt txt back and thought I would speak to him later wen I was back at my flat. I went to the guard room to ask the lads a few things and saw them walk out from as I was walking down, thought nothing of it and wen i opened the window, sitting there was james!!! I was so angry and upset and stuff that I just had to walk away from him, but had to go back as needed to speak to the lads. so anyway james asked if we could and i said yah but i dont finish at half 5 so he met me then. So we had a good chat and he just kept sayin he didnt know how he felt anymore but it was not fair for him to string me along anyway I asked him to go about 5 times he couldnt leave???!!!!
Anyway eventually he went after saying we would talk on monday, I went to te army navy match on sat with work and he went with the lads but kept texting me all day asking where i was and if i was ok, came to a big arugement last night and i sent him a messge that was ment for my cousion nick, who is a girl and he didnt belive me demanding to know who nick was and why i was txting a boy not beliveing me and then demanded to know who i was with wen i was watching the rugby and what time i gt home, I asked if we were over or not and he finally said yes and he has been logged noto facebook last night and today as we were talkin online and he still has not changed our realtionship staus tho....?? He emailed me saying we will talk tonight and that we will do it over the phone and not in person. xx

Amanda10
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Awh no hun I hope yr ok. How are you feeling about everything? I take it you work on camp? It sounds as though he doesnt know what he wants. I hope your ok hun and I hope you get to talk to him soon xxx

PrincessTinkerbell
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Yeah I work on the same camp as he is leaving in july to his new unit so will be easay wen he goes, er dont really know how im feeling at the moment, pretty ****!!
He says he dont no wat he wants at the moment but were "talking" tonight...will keep u updated xx

rak-attack
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heya hun just wanted to say i hope your ok?..

I wouldnt play any more watching the phone games (even tho i know how tempting it can be) cos it just causes hurt and confusion on both ends, when if you talk it over things can be ok.

i hope it works out for you xxxxx

PrincessTinkerbell
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been so good today since he said to me i will phone u and talk but i cracked and i text him twice!!! I text him whle i was in the bath reminding him of what we did last time i had a bath haha and then about 20 mins ago saying i guess ur not going to phone today....arghhh why did i do that think i might just go to bed and then it wont be going over and over in my head xxx

Vickyx
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Ah Lauryn! I hope you're ok, did he ring in the end?
If not fingers crossed that you're able to sort things out tomorrow!!!
Hugs!
xxx

PrincessTinkerbell
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He fianlly rang bout 11pm was not pleased esp after he said he was too sleepy and can we do this tomorrow i was like ggrrr no!!!
He is coming over tonigt to collect his stuff...way nervous as well want him back but jst got to suck iit up and watch him walk in and out my flat....Feel like my whole world has fallen apart xxx

Vickyx
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Aw Lauryn, Big hugs!
I'm so sorry to hear this hun.
Know theres nothing that we can say to make things better but we all hope you're ok.
xxx

Charly1211
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Hey hun hope your ok,
How did it ago
I remember doing that with my OH made it worst as my dad shook his hand and was like good luck, so embarrasing and awkward x

PrincessTinkerbell
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Well he came to get his stuff i thought i would be all cool bout it calm look like it didnt bother me and it did i just exploded with tears was not good...saw him ou on the piss last night same thing we went to talk and ended up crying him telling me it was over and he didnt want or love me ne more and that made me worse but i asked him to leave me alone and he couldnt walk away from me he even said he couldnt we spoke about things....to hard to remeber what tho haha

lots of crying cuddleing touchin each other and kissin last night rubbin our noses togethr-somethin we always did :confused: meetin thursday 2 talk apprently haha ??? but its over now and i need 2 accept it and move on..bu what got me is 2 blokes asked for my number from his new phase two course and he went mad saying stay away..u go near her... ill be sorting u out monday morning :confused:

I dont want to move on...i just want james cannot imagine myself with ne1 but him right now xxx

sexi-lil-lisa
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Mine just broke up with me. Apparently he can go out and get drunk and im allowed to carry him home but i cant get pissed and him carry me home. That's too much for him to take in lol. I just feel completely numb.

**Jo**
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Aww no Lisa, you ok hun? Is that the reason he broke it off with you?

PrincessTinkerbell
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Hun, Have u managed to sort things out...Men are such ****s at the moment its doing my flamin head in GRR...has he given u a reason why u have broken up?? Do u go out drinking alot togther?? xx

PrincesSarah
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Well he came to get his stuff i thought i would be all cool bout it calm look like it didnt bother me and it did i just exploded with tears was not good...saw him ou on the piss last night same thing we went to talk and ended up crying him telling me it was over and he didnt want or love me ne more and that made me worse but i asked him to leave me alone and he couldnt walk away from me he even said he couldnt we spoke about things....to hard to remeber what tho haha

lots of crying cuddleing touchin each other and kissin last night rubbin our noses togethr-somethin we always did :confused: meetin thursday 2 talk apprently haha ??? but its over now and i need 2 accept it and move on..bu what got me is 2 blokes asked for my number from his new phase two course and he went mad saying stay away..u go near her... ill be sorting u out monday morning :confused:

I dont want to move on...i just want james cannot imagine myself with ne1 but him right now xxx

How can he tell you it's over, he doesn't love or want you but then cuddle and kiss you, get jealous of other guys and arrange to meet up?!

He's obviously confused and doesn't want anyone else to have you- but why should you ba unhappy and alone because of him? He's said it, he doesn't want you, so walk away and don't let him mess you around while he tries to work out what he wants xxx

PrincessTinkerbell
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Walking away is just not as easy as that unfournetly as we have to work together and I work with alot of his mates...I want to walk away and let go but He just wont give me answers to my questions...I kinda found out that he does love me and we have broken up due too his posting so now feeling even worse as feel more like a conveince girlfriend for him while he was here...We didnt meet up that thursday as he was duty NCO dutys and was also away in chatham for a few days doing the RE games...My head is still spinning just cannot belive that someone who planned our luives together could break me so frikkin badley...im never like this over guys and I dont kno y im like it over him so mixed up inside!!
I dont understand why he got funny wen that lad asked for my number or anything hving a **** day and really missing him xx