SammyJoJo
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Hey girls!!
Im not sure who remebrs me as i sort of disapeared from this site in febuary when me and my marine split up after 2 amazing years together.
he had twin boys we had a beautiful house i thought after afghan we was going to get married have our own children everything. then one night after he cooked me an amazing meal he sat me down after not being back long from afghan and said sammy its just not working. i just dont love you any more.
i basicly died!
i couldnt belive my ears the man i wanted to spend forever with was breaking my heart with 2 works 'its over'
So i mved out of our home and back in to my parents stopped seeing his children deleted him off facebook and changed my number as it hurt to much to stay civil and to much had been said. I thought thats it 2 years wasted.
i stayed true while he was in afghan and gave him my heart looked after his children while he was on tour and even took his ex wife food shopping for the kids to show him how much i was willing to take every part of his life on. he told me he was going on tour for a year this year, i found out in jne that he was setting off to america, so a couple of days ago i decided just to send him a text just to see how he was doing, how life was treating him. i didnt expect a reply.
but i got more then that. after just a normal covo or what have u been up to etc a couple of hours later he txted me saying .. i do miss you
my atomatic reaction was are you drunk?? he said no its 5pm here sammy then he said how much he loved me and he knows the kids miss me, and he just needed time to clear his head to see what he really wanted.
he has asked me to wait for him, hes back from tour on the 12th of aug, and i have noooooo idea what to do. i lost everything my home my dreams my bf and his children ... myfamily, do i wait for him ... or what???
i still love him and before he went to afghan last year i got his and the kds initals tattoed on me, and no matter how much i tried i could never get them covered?
girls girls girls i need ur help xxxxx
Im not sure who remebrs me as i sort of disapeared from this site in febuary when me and my marine split up after 2 amazing years together.
he had twin boys we had a beautiful house i thought after afghan we was going to get married have our own children everything. then one night after he cooked me an amazing meal he sat me down after not being back long from afghan and said sammy its just not working. i just dont love you any more.
i basicly died!
i couldnt belive my ears the man i wanted to spend forever with was breaking my heart with 2 works 'its over'
So i mved out of our home and back in to my parents stopped seeing his children deleted him off facebook and changed my number as it hurt to much to stay civil and to much had been said. I thought thats it 2 years wasted.
i stayed true while he was in afghan and gave him my heart looked after his children while he was on tour and even took his ex wife food shopping for the kids to show him how much i was willing to take every part of his life on. he told me he was going on tour for a year this year, i found out in jne that he was setting off to america, so a couple of days ago i decided just to send him a text just to see how he was doing, how life was treating him. i didnt expect a reply.
but i got more then that. after just a normal covo or what have u been up to etc a couple of hours later he txted me saying .. i do miss you
my atomatic reaction was are you drunk?? he said no its 5pm here sammy then he said how much he loved me and he knows the kids miss me, and he just needed time to clear his head to see what he really wanted.
he has asked me to wait for him, hes back from tour on the 12th of aug, and i have noooooo idea what to do. i lost everything my home my dreams my bf and his children ... myfamily, do i wait for him ... or what???
i still love him and before he went to afghan last year i got his and the kds initals tattoed on me, and no matter how much i tried i could never get them covered?
girls girls girls i need ur help xxxxx