Devon
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Just under a year ago me and my OH broke up due to him going in the RAF and our lives taking different paths. He has now settled in and is into his second year of being in the forces. He is base currently at RAF Northolt and is in the queens colour Squadron 63!x
Well its a bit of a love story to be fair and one i love to tell.
Me and My OH was together for two years. We were so in love it was unreal. When he told me he was going into the RAF i was always there for him never wanted anything else but for him to do what he wanted and to live his dreams. I on the other hand was living my i had the job i loved and was doing brilliantly for my age! Because of out life styles we grew apart. From Spending and living every day together we hardley seen each other at al
We both decided to go our separate ways though it took many months and heart ache. We were both grieving for each other and wanted each other dearly. Danny (My OH) was living the single life and i heard many stories off friend which i could believe was true about him moving on and meeting new people. Unexpectedly i met someone to who was just a friend and someone to go out with to events and parties for this was around the Christmas period (it sounds terrible I know) but before i knew it i was in a relationship with this man and I didn’t even realise. Danny still sent me texts and tried to call all the time even though we went our separate ways but i didn’t never reply for i knew this wasn’t fair on Stuart (my new interest) As much as i wanted to i couldn’t. I didn’t love Stuart he was very wealthy and could give me anything i wanted had his own house and was very nice and respectable to me. I never told him i loved him. Because i didn’t i loved Danny and i knew that was the end of us. I told him one day we would meet again in different circumstances and we would be together. I realised with Stuart i wasn’t happy i didn’t want this life with him after round 7 months i told Stuart that i wasn’t happy and i didn’t love him. It was terrible for he was lovely to me but not once did he make me smile or laugh the way Danny did. I didn’t get that feeling when we kissed or when he touched me. I hadn’t heard from Danny in a while and then figured out it was because he had a new girlfriend and had had enough of the single life and was trying a new one with a lady named Kristy. Although all i wanted to do was phone him or text him like he used to with me when i was with Stuart i didn’t i was at peace with the fact he must now be happy and that made me happy!
Then he called me...
Next thing i know we are arranging to meet just to talk but we both knew what that meant. But in all fairness he told his girlfriend he was honest and i respected that. We spent the whole weekend at my parent’s house and although knowing like that happened it was just like old times. I also woke up one morning and he was next to be holding he had snook into my room and i didn’t even realise.
Next thing i know I’m down at his base the following weekend and he is explaining what he does and showed me all that he has to do and what not and for once i understood as i had a greater understanding and to see the smile on his face and how proud he was telling me how much this meant to him and the fact i was there to made his day. The lads around base all said to me you must be Devon as if they had new me for years could be just coincidence but they told me Danny had been talking about me from day one.
I felt bad because i didn’t know but Danny was no longer going out with Kristy and i recon it was because of me. He told me how funny it was we had been with different people and had fun and we still loved each other. And he was right! We did.. When we was together it felt like those people didn’t even exist!....
We have been working on us for the past month now and things are great although he keeps asking me to be his girlfriend i want to make sure it what we both want.. But I’ll keep you all informed...!
Well its a bit of a love story to be fair and one i love to tell.
Me and My OH was together for two years. We were so in love it was unreal. When he told me he was going into the RAF i was always there for him never wanted anything else but for him to do what he wanted and to live his dreams. I on the other hand was living my i had the job i loved and was doing brilliantly for my age! Because of out life styles we grew apart. From Spending and living every day together we hardley seen each other at al
We both decided to go our separate ways though it took many months and heart ache. We were both grieving for each other and wanted each other dearly. Danny (My OH) was living the single life and i heard many stories off friend which i could believe was true about him moving on and meeting new people. Unexpectedly i met someone to who was just a friend and someone to go out with to events and parties for this was around the Christmas period (it sounds terrible I know) but before i knew it i was in a relationship with this man and I didn’t even realise. Danny still sent me texts and tried to call all the time even though we went our separate ways but i didn’t never reply for i knew this wasn’t fair on Stuart (my new interest) As much as i wanted to i couldn’t. I didn’t love Stuart he was very wealthy and could give me anything i wanted had his own house and was very nice and respectable to me. I never told him i loved him. Because i didn’t i loved Danny and i knew that was the end of us. I told him one day we would meet again in different circumstances and we would be together. I realised with Stuart i wasn’t happy i didn’t want this life with him after round 7 months i told Stuart that i wasn’t happy and i didn’t love him. It was terrible for he was lovely to me but not once did he make me smile or laugh the way Danny did. I didn’t get that feeling when we kissed or when he touched me. I hadn’t heard from Danny in a while and then figured out it was because he had a new girlfriend and had had enough of the single life and was trying a new one with a lady named Kristy. Although all i wanted to do was phone him or text him like he used to with me when i was with Stuart i didn’t i was at peace with the fact he must now be happy and that made me happy!
Then he called me...
Next thing i know we are arranging to meet just to talk but we both knew what that meant. But in all fairness he told his girlfriend he was honest and i respected that. We spent the whole weekend at my parent’s house and although knowing like that happened it was just like old times. I also woke up one morning and he was next to be holding he had snook into my room and i didn’t even realise.
Next thing i know I’m down at his base the following weekend and he is explaining what he does and showed me all that he has to do and what not and for once i understood as i had a greater understanding and to see the smile on his face and how proud he was telling me how much this meant to him and the fact i was there to made his day. The lads around base all said to me you must be Devon as if they had new me for years could be just coincidence but they told me Danny had been talking about me from day one.
I felt bad because i didn’t know but Danny was no longer going out with Kristy and i recon it was because of me. He told me how funny it was we had been with different people and had fun and we still loved each other. And he was right! We did.. When we was together it felt like those people didn’t even exist!....
We have been working on us for the past month now and things are great although he keeps asking me to be his girlfriend i want to make sure it what we both want.. But I’ll keep you all informed...!